As you have already noticed by my lack of posts I have not been well. I went for a procedure and the outcome was not as expected. My brain is now registering things it is not supposed to. Such as my nerves are noticing my glasses on my face, the wind on my skin, the weight of my clothes, how heavy my hair is. This would be a cool party trick if it was not so painful. It is unbelievable, the pain is intense and constant. All my nerves that are supposed to be asleep are now awake.
Now the doctors have been trying to fix the problem which ever way possible. I know I complain a lot about my pain but now my pain has been ramped up so bad that the doctors only had two choices; put me on loads of extra pain medication or to sedate me. They chose both options.
Painfully Waiting 