This blog is intended to share the daily struggles of waiting to die (along with miracles) while trying to deal with critical illnesses. I am currently thirty one years old and I have the type of brain tumors that can never be cured. After multiple brain surgeries and treatments I have been left with numerous health conditions that are lethal if not kept an eye on daily. On a weekly basis I undergo some medical appointment or procedure and I hope to educate people on just how the procedure honestly feels and what to expect.
Some stories that I hope to post will leave you in stitches and are unrelated to being sick. For years my friends and family have told me I had to write a book so hopefully these will help to lighten the blog up a bit. My life has always been chaos and you won’t believe some of the situations I have put myself into. Feel free to ask me any questions you wish. I will have good and bad days just like anyone else.
When I finally received my diagnosis I was given two weeks to live without surgery, and it has been eight years since. I do believe I am here to do something and until I accomplish that I will keep “painfully waiting”.
This is my journey.
Pamela
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Painfully Waiting 
I think its incredibly brave of you to write this. Oh how i wish i could write openly what i feel about certain matters like death. Someone close to me has terminal cancer but has chosen not to fight it. I wish i could express how i feel and what i am going through but i feel its too personal and that no one can ever understand. SO thank you for sharing and being brave ❤
I would like to thank you for your kind words. Your friend’s choice is a hard one and one I am sure they did not take lightly. This being said it does not make it any easier for you. I have found throughout the years as I watched all my caretakers struggle with my illness, they have the harder journey. That is my belief because I see the pain in their eyes. I see my mother go through many emotions that she also will not share. I understand why you would like to keep it to yourself. So thank you for sharing your story.
Pamela
Thanks Pamela….good luck ❤